Waffles&Pancakes

2007-02-08T16:34:00.000+08:00

2007-01-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

HELLOO
IM STILL HERE
skools good
first week at concordia
extrmly stressful
its worse than singapore
seriously

i have so little time to do anything
the minute i get home i haf to study
like i still haf to wake at 6 coz the bus ride is 1 hr
skools from 8-3 and anthr 1hr bus ride home
so i get home at 4+
insane
and thers more hmwrk here
plus im taking all the hardest courses here
so the books are super heavy
plus evryone has a laptop to carry around
althou its damn useful
coz hmwrks done on laptop
u just go to class and wireless print

i haf to start choosing the courses i want to take fer my sophomore, junior and senior yr alrdy
tt means i roughy haf to noe whut i wanna do fer a living
like if i wanna be a lawyer
i haf to take econs and psychology or sumthing
and they haf all these AP courses
-advanced placement
which are college/university courses tt u can take
and theyr like super hard
and all the asians who are really hardworking here
take like 10 of em
which is insane
so thers alot of peer pressure
yea while the americans
take like 3 AP's and play halo during science
coz of the laptop thing
so u can just surf whutevr u want as long as u dont get caught
here u sorta motivate urself
coz most of the teachers dont care
evrythings diffrnt here i can take classes with seniors even thou im a freshmen
so its damn confusing
coz i dont noe whut grade anybodys in
and i dont wanna ask coz i'l just look stupid

oh yea and i went fer soccer pre season warmups ystrday
its crazy
its like fcuking 5 degrees outside
and we haf to play soccer in PE shorts
i was freezing my butt off
and im so like unfit now
i almost died thru the fitness and conditioning part

and the accents here are killing me
american is alrite, southern accents i cant understand
they speak like cowboys
hong kong accents are the worst
and i havnt heard a wah lau for so long
its getting awkward

ok i gtg
got alot of hmwrk

2007-01-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

im not gettin sentimental alrite
i was just organizin the photos in my ipod

ive got to pack my laptop alrdy
so il see yal around

2007-01-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

im still as busy as hell
had to go fer my physical todae
and ve got to go fer sum tuberculosis test tmro
and a bunch of injections
and a hiv test
bloody skool
its not like im gonna become a porn star

so been packing up the house
we haf like a thousand dvds
and a hundred and eight keys
fer every door and window in the house
i know
i counted
coz mum made me sort out the keys and stuff

flights on thursday
4pm
dont come see me off
coz wer always late
its always like the last call
and thn my dads like
oh tts a nice watch
so we stop at duty free fer like 10mins
thn we get onto the plane and evryone just stares at u
and dont hijack my plane either
i want to live

kinda looking forward to going alrdy
evryones all studying anyway
but haf no clue whut the hell to do ther
no more going out fer movies anymore
so its pretty much study, eat, sleep, gym, soccer, basketball
fer the next three yrs
i can live with tt
hopefully dota hasnt infected the skools over ther yet

ok yea
gotta sleep
gotta wake up coz the bloody hospital thing closes at 1 on satyrdays
and may not be able to blog anymore
till i get the internet sorted out at the hotel
so yea
ok
cya

2007-01-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

im having like the busiest
week fer a guy notgoing to school
and leaving in 2 weeks

ive got taekwon doe grading tmro
2nd poooom

i still havnt packed any of my stuff

gotta buy a hp charger
and camera charger
and laptop battery

and i still haf to go fer tuition like evryday
althou im so damn smart

and hf squash twice a week

and do all the othr funny errands my mum makes me do

and to top things of
my maid ran away ystrday
so the whole house is malfuntioning
i woke up at like 1pm
went down and realised the whole house was empty
i thot we got robbed or sumthing
so i got out the wooden sword
u noe so i can use my power ranger skills
yea but turned out my maid just ran away
i would haf wupped the robbers ass thou
with my lion megazord and all

anyway
msns like damn borng now
with skool and all
evryones offline at 12, wen i wake up
then afta
evryones just arid
'hows skool?
"ok
'whutsup
"nuthing
the rest is fill in with random anger
'fuck thodeys my form teacher
'fuck ve got so much hmwrk
etc etc

and sum weirdo
got me like 20 calvin klein briefs fer xmas
dont noe who its from
yea but now i can be the new freddie lungberg
wooo

dropkick murphys- im shipping off to boston

2006-12-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

hello
watched night at the mueseum ystrday
with mearl mark athena luke
pretty funny
gumgum from dumdum

yea and merry christmas too
gifts this year wer good
fcuk cologne, adidas cologne, espirit soap, gap sweater
singaporeans are getting more materialistic
been pokering too much lately thou,
winning too much money
ive made like 60 this month?
hah awesome

and im leaving soon
like in 20 plus days
january 18th 2007

PARTY ON 30TH
its the last party at my place fer the next 3 yrs
so come

2006-12-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

im back
entrance exam went well
got an 82%
and interviews wer good too
apparntly
im an articulate confidant and poised boy
hah
yea so tts settld

and suddenly im obsessed with poker
im pretty good too
taking calculated risk
runs in the family rite
neway i need ppl to play with
evry fcker's busy dotating wowing at home

meriwether - aye julian
meriwether - machine gun

2006-12-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

hey
leaving tmro

lunch at sentosa todae
awesome
foie gras, sashimi, oysters, lobster, rib eye, chops
buffet!
so had like 4 pieces of foie gras
which is damn expensive
best lunch had the whole yr
thn cabbed with uncle khalil
dropped him at the ritz carlton
thn to coronation
and now im home
with dads business party downstairs

ll be back on the 15th
and i can finally stop studying by thn
gym like crazy, party like mad,
and spend time with hmm

2006-12-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

yup 21 long days

things are gonna be very different
just wait

spend the night late listening to my steadfast set that makes you wanna fall in love, or be smart enough to keep your distance, you cant decide, you cant decide.

as mainstream as a homo

2006-12-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

hey ho

guys/girls came ovr sat
swam, strip poker, ants n mars games,
till like 6
mass at 12
lunch with fam
tuition
bed

damn bored now
finishd doing some ssat practice paper
nearly failed
like how tf m i supposed to noe whut aggrandizement means

and evryones going to
like france and canada this yr
chinas like bleahh
yea well small sacrifice rite

AND 2 sets of 3 sets of 15 pullups todae
tts makes whut 90?
hah my arms r gonna fall of soon

post sumthing proper tmro or sumthing
ryan seacrest outt

oh and silk boxers are comfortable ,not gay

hanging by a moment -lifehouse
slowdance on the inside- taking back sunday

2006-11-28T19:27:00.001+08:00

hey
im bored
ive got a test on the 8th
algebra
im leaving on the 7th

dinner with athena, luke , tang on sunday
thn tangs place
pool, chris went mad with the powder
n luke startd throwing his cue arnd
probably coz i ownd them
hah well sorta
and lukes blonde too

PARTY THIS /edit SAT PEEPS
bring drinks
supposed to b a christmas party
but evrybody just seems annoyingly bored
and some ppl wont b here fer xmas too

2006-11-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

hello
i love lamp

it has come to my attention tt
evryone thinks tt going to shanghai is hell
evryones like "OMG CHINA?
BUT CHINA'S SO CHINESE!"
well its not tt bad
its actually pretty good actually
and im not here to preach bout its booming economy
coz frankly the economy doesnt affect 15 yrs olds
mayb ur dad gets a little more touchy
coz he lost some stocks or sumthing
but tts about it

china's huge
overpopulated but still huge
u cant get bored
unlike singapore
on a date or with frends
its always to the movies
tts why we haf the largest movie going population in the world
its coz wer so damn bored
and u can only go to escape or www so many times
and mayb tts why sporeans r so quiet and in-spoken
coz u cant talk in the movies
whut kind of date is it if u dont talk

and i'l be going to international school
which is awesome
coz my parents were thinking of sending me to boarding school in perth
its not coz my results suck
they wanted to send me this last yr
n i got like 75-80 avrg
its coz they like the values tt boarding instils
or sumthing like tt
but perth is nthng prestigious
the schools arnt really tt great
most ppl just go ther coz they failed their o's
n their parents haf extra cash to throw
or their parents cant wait to get them out of the house

and i get to spend more time with family too
coz i have to make new frends and all tt
and its pretty dangerous to go out alone
so i'l spend time at the gym
playing sport
and mayb with my dads company or sumthing
but not tt soon
like todae i missed some dinner with the owner of indochine
fer justins confirmation
but it didnt really matter
coz dinners are to make contacts
and fer me, to learn stuff
but they nvr really take sumone my age seriously
so even if i listen in during dinner and
i do say sumthing smart tt makes sense
im just finians son right
so it doesnt matter
so going fer dinners with important ppl are useless fer me
coz i can learn evrything from myh dad

thers just nothing much in singapore
its not like i'l b missing alot
i cant really think of anything else
mayb just the food
and evryone will b busy mugging fer o's anyway
and i'l b back 3mnths a yr
which is pretty reasonable
and the ppl at intl skool r rich and well educated
connections connections right?
i doubt any marists r gonna become reallyy succesful businessmen
theyr all too busy dotaing...

i hate dota
i love lamp

sports is perfect too
winter sport soccer
summer basketball
awesome
evrything im good at

oh and met lots of my pri school guys at risen christ
IHM ppl too
evryone doesnt recognize me
kim was like
"UR RYAN??"

and i wanna take boxing
AND my parents want me to take ballroom
quite appropriate coz i just watched step up
its pretty gd, wouldnt mind watching again
the girls hot
not pretty but hot
thers a diffrence
so boxing and ballroom
gotta be well rounded right

yea its 2am alrdy
cya

song of the day
no.5 with a bullet - taking back sunday

party/stayover fer skool ppl on tuesday to thurs
party/stayover fer cath ppl on this or next sat? to sunday
not confirmed yet la so just keep it free or sumthing
other bookings can be made via sms or email
5 days bfor check in date so tt arrangements can b made
to make ur stay more enjoyable

fcuking dao

2006-11-13T14:50:00.000+08:00

amath wus easy
possible full marks if not fer the trigo identity

n ive got prison break on dee vee dee

u stop it
i stillve got a yr
just wait

2006-11-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

piss

2006-11-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

DEMOCRACY (in theory)
You have two cows. Your neighbors decide who gets the milk.

DEMOCRACY (in practice)
You have two cows. You vote in someone to decide who gets the milk

DEMOCRACY (AMERICAN)
You have two cows. You sell one, lease it back to yourself and do an IPO on the 2nd one. You force the two cows to produce the milk of four cows. You are surprised when the cows drop dead. You spin an announcement to the analysts stating you have downsized and are reducing expenses. Your stock goes up. Meanwhile, you invade another country for their cows.

DEMOCRACY (IRAQI)
You have two cows. They kidnap their farmer and send video tapes threatening to behead him.

DEMOCRACY (BRITISH)
You have two cows. They are both mad.

DEMOCRACY (AUSTRALIAN)
You have two cows. They both take a sicky to enjoy a few Toohey’s. After a few too many, the cows attend a barbie. Barbies are generally not a good thing to attend if you’re made of beef

DEMOCRACY (RUSSIAN)
You have two cows. You have some vodka. You count your cows and discover you really have seven cows! You have more vodka. You count them again and discover you have eleventy five cows! You realize there’s no such number as eleventy five, and stop drinking to recount the cows. You realize you only have two cows. Then the Russian mafia comes in and takes them both away. You open another bottle of vodka.

DEMOCRACY (SOUTH KOREAN)
You have two cows. One gets kidnapped by North Korean agents. You dream of their reunification someday.

DEMOCRACY (CHINESE)
You have two cows. You take care of them. Your local town official takes all the milk from you and makes big bucks for himself by entering a supply venture with an American milk company.

DEMOCRACY (THAI)
You have two cows. You sell one of them to Singapore.

DEMOCRACY (MALAYSIAN)
You have two cows. The religious police separate them for being too close together. You get your milk imported from your neighbour.

DEMOCRACY (FILIPINO)
You have two cows. Unfortunately, milking them is less profitable than sending them to Singapore to work as maids.

DEMOCRACY (SINGAPOREAN)
You have two cows – ‘cow peh’ and ‘cow bu’. The Government fines you for keeping unlicensed livestock in a flat. Both are then acquired at a significant discount by a Government-linked corporation.

2006-11-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

helloOoOoOoOoO
im feeling very christmassy now
and i looked thru old photos todae

TANKER
justin found 20 cents

post more tmro
gotta sleep

2006-11-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

hello
gabrielle, chest, fred n hx
r going to genting tmro
n so now i feel very left out

sat tmro
nobodyy wants to go out
coz u guys all suck
cath ppl haf abandoned me too
so tmros going to be a rent movies
swim, ps2, gym and rot at home day
with a little bit of study

yvan asked to play in some competition
in dec
i really need to play soccer n score goals
n attepmt to show off
its getting very boring

watched PRISON BREAK yesterday
evryone thinks its a show fer smart ppl fer sum reason
and they should haf gotten sumone wayyyyy
hotter to play the nurse
wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hotter

i searched concordia on the net
and its core sports r basketball fer winter
soccer fer summer
n volleyball
eez good
eez very good for me

RUBBER DUCKIE YOUR THE ONE
YOU MAKE MY BATH TIME LOTS OF FUN
RUBBER DUCKY IM AWFULLY FOND OF YOU
WOO BEE DOO
RUBBER DUCKIE YOUR THE ONE
RUBBER DUCKIE WHEN I SQUEEZE YOU
MAKE NOISE
RUBBER DUCKIE YOUR MY BEST FRIEND ITS TRUEEE

despite the connotations
the phrase "rubber duckie" does not mean whut u think it means
sickos

Appearance.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I've had braces.
[X] I wear glasses/contact lenses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[X] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[X] I'm good at science
[X] I've stolen something from my job.
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip/drop in public.
[X] I've been embarrased in a group conversation on msn/icq etc
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I have an incurable disease.
[X] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[X] I've been to America
[X] I've been to Paris
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[X] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe.
[X] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[X] I've been to a casino
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[X] I've been skiing
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the Internet.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten Sushi.
[X] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[X] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've never been dumped before
[X] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I know HIS/HER favourite color
[X] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fight.
[ ] I've been in a knife fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I've consumed alcohol recently.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when i didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have had cough drops when i'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I'm addicted to self thrill.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[X] I own iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer pants and shirts, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ]I collect comic books.
[X] I own something from The Gap.
[X] I own something I got on e-bay.
[X] I own something from Abercrombie.
Random
[X] I can sing well or relatively well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others too easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[X] I'm good at more than 2 sports
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[X] I bake/cook well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[X] I eat chocolate
HAHA inside joke
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I'm addicted to video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life

2006-10-30T11:15:00.000+08:00

hello again
ok soo mass today,
lunch at imperial palace
food was good $600 dollar lunch
stonefish thing was awesome

more importantly dinner at dao paolo
talked with parents
almost confirmed move to shanghai
on e 15th of january

so fer skool, intl skool of concordia,
american skool
haf to apply n all tt,
take PSATs

fer home, buying sum condo in china
quite big but no facilites
so wer joining e ritz carlton hotel
its like a club which is 5mins walk away
thn we haf 4 houses in spore
pretty complicated
mainly buying nthr condo on mount sinai
3 apartments,
parents n granma on 2nd floor im on 10th floor
renting the big house at oei tiong ham
renting sentosa penthouse
n selling the rest
i'l come bak fer 3 mnths evry yr,
colin will be staying at granmas apmnt
coz hes got army
n meis going to uni alrdy so evrythings all planned out

ok ya tts it let yal soak it up first

numb rite now
n the feelings back, im sure

gym

2006-10-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

im supposed to b at dougs place now
but dad had business ppl over
so mum made me sit down n haf dinner with them
coz we called in a chef n waiter

conversation was damn confusing
sumthing bout baidu, e gaming, aeroplanes, switzerland, geneva, vienna, and houses
n apparently dad wants to move to china
which means i'l b going to intl skool ther
deja vu fer the babies coz wen i was 3 we moved to japan
so now kyles 4 n move to china

anyway sort of party last nite
dun really noe whut we did most of the time
n only 4 ppl stayed over in the end

yea gotta sleep
damn tired
and i wanna learn french

tt feeling came back again
rgh

2006-10-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

hey peeps

2006-10-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

skool was damn boring
std talk
we got to see disfigured peniss
then tp fer lunch
all pulled money to buy a nike mercurial ball to play
i payed the most so im the majority share holder

then went to class with chester
then decidd to wait out the peak period
so i could take a cab
so ate at macs
then we saw the girl tt - - - - likes
so being excellent frens
we went to get her number
must disturb him tmro
torture him n give him the number digit by digit
muahaha

2006-10-21T13:55:00.000+08:00

my room is freaking neat now
just cleared it

chesters house fer hxs birthday

gym first

watch
the pics just came with the song

Despondent, distracted,
You're vicious and romantic
These are a few of my favorite things
All of those flavors and This is what you choose
Past the blues, past the blues
And on to something new
Yeah, we're stubborn and melodramatic
A real class act
You see, I know a few of your favorite things
Five in the morning and all comes out pouring
Love, out the same way in.

2006-10-16T17:33:00.000+08:00

i failed humans by 2 markssss
stupid sbq thing
english 60 which is alrite la top 6
physics 64 top 7 fcking section b
25/50 but highest fer c 25/30
I BEAT JOSEPH LYE
asshole always getting 90+

I PASSED CHINESEEEEE
YESSSSSSSSSSS
JUST CHECKED THE NTRIX THING
WOOOOOOOOO

went to tp played soccer with sum jc guys
wer damn good
scored 5
lost 6 7

2006-10-15T12:26:00.000+08:00

ystrday was damn boring
missed the church sex talk thing
coz i thot it was todae
so just stoned the whole day
n rented thk u fer smoking
which was alrite la

vivocity on friday
evrything was still closed
so went to sentosa
im super dark now
like black

mum left last nite with babies fer geneva to meet dad
so house is totally empty
SOMEBODY COME TO THE HOUSE
IM DAMN BORED
I NEED TO PARTY
I HAF DRINKSSS
and i feel like studying fer sum reason

2006-10-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

made this skin myself
im like some genius coz i cant read javascript
so i was just trying stuff out

amath paper was shit todae
i could do the questions but got stuck halfway
fer almost all the questions coz of sum careless mistake
so i just skipped alot

i shldnt haf fucking dropped bio
shld haf dropped chem instead
but stupid skool doesnt haf bio phy comb
thnk god fer physics

afta pprs stayed back fer oral
n thodey said im an excellent reader
and haf excellent eye contact
n shld read the mornin announcments or sumthing
but yet with girls its totally diffrnt

no skool tmro, exams r practically over
just emath1 n chinese left
mug a lil bit more fer math tmro
then movies, parties, beach and more parties

song of the day--a decade under the influence- taking back sunday

hate ppl hu claim to write songs
but all they haf is lyrics
its songwriting not lyricswriting

i need a new skate deck, basketball, soccerball, shirts, tees and drinks

2006-10-06T16:51:00.000+08:00

physics paper was awesome
new contacts n the clock in the hall is so small
i thot it was 1.15 alrdy but it was 12.15
so i finished the paper one early
n sum ppl din finish the paper
n evry1 said it was hard
stayed up to study social n physics
which was damn helpful

social sbq was hard dunno whut industrialisation
seq was easy lucky ther was the tamil-sinhalese thing
tt i memorised n wrote 4 pages

screwd emath abit
blankd out
realised i could do evrything 5mins bfor it endd
thers still paper 2

one week more

song of the day : i'll be ther fer u , friends theme song, the alt rock one

october something

2006-10-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

Silicon Valley

english was easyyy
wrote descriptive essay
just not sure i haf enuf points fer summary

emath tmro
hopefully A1

CREEEAM LIQUEUR IS THE BEST
BAILEYSSSSSS

n
dads in the news again
its getting scary to flick channels

1st oct

2006-10-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

3 days to first paper..

went fer iggys carnival todae
only afew ppl went
but was pretty fun
first one to dunk ASHLEY SWAN
but he was wet alrdy coz marissa made
him fall using her eye power
dunked paul and some kid
tt luke said looked like the boy from ju-on

ya then tuition then studyyy
until now

gym yestrday
my arms are gonna fall off soon

im haf to swallow my pride soon even thou u noe
so it defeats the purpose
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2006-09-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

2006-09-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

FOCUSSSS

evrybody went out fer dinner tonite
mum dads aniversary n granmas bday dinner
and botak colins back fer the weekend from army
at sentosa
EXCEPT me stayed home n did amath n physics
then went to the gym
back crunches arms chest

12 dayss left to study
hardcore gym and study

2006-09-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

this guys body is kickass

yes i stare at hot guys during my free time

RYANreynolds, blade trinity /van wilder funny guy

2006-09-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

about 2 weeks left to end of years
probably gonna fail chem if i dont do anything
other subjects are awesomeee
*chinese doesnt count

i broke my sticks again
the nice ones with the rubber grip

oh in the 6 days tt parents wernt home
i put on 3kg
no protein shakes no nuthing
pure high protein diet
wooooo

ok
bye awyal anal retentive peeps

2006-09-17T16:03:00.000+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

2006-09-17T14:29:00.000+08:00

2006-09-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

EXAMS IN 2 WEEKS

2006-09-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

i am confirmed
confirmation:
evry1 was all dressed up n formal
then after the whole thing yvan was like
ryan yur not supposed fold ur sleeves n u haf to tuck in
charlotte reminded me but didnt want to
thn she gave me tt look after mass
yea

then chris tangs house
all the gossip n stuff
truth or dare
tt little bit of vodka n coke
pool and ball
was pretty fun

sun was at pauls house
dare or die
rene licked his armpits
luke had to pretend he was wanking
chris had to give his shirt to germ
merril had to jump in the pool in briefs
so push ups in the middle of the room
was relatively easy

then ppl started getting thrown into e pool
dried off
went home
oh n athena kicks ass at the hand slapping game thing

n now skool

failed 3 subs altgthr
not thattt bad
chinese doesnt really count
physics was coz of tt stupid questn
so only really need to work on chem
n i just applied to wesley n aquinas
just found out jon lim is at christchurch
used last yrs test results
which is awesome compared to this yrs
94 fer physics n 91 fer bio
5 A's n 2 B's
this yr evrything is 50-65 max
must be e drinking killing my braincells
n taking balls n punches to the head

ok study fer the next 4 weeks
studyyyy

08 sept

2006-09-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

ITS TMRO
just got back
just bought shoes fer tmro

i dont think im really ready to be confirmed
n i think e girls only look forward to it
so they can show off their outfits they bought
n the guys just look forward to seeing
the girls in their outfits
ok no mayb not, just sum

and colin went to army yesterday
followed him to tekong to see the place
hope he doesnt get bullied or anything
nah muscular ppl dont get bullied
its much better then ncc
shld be pretty easy
yea then afta rushed down to church for the thingy

ok off to do physics

oh n sum1 asked me fer my numbr todae
it was a guy
ok no it wasnt
but sum1 asked

n im still sick

LALINE CHIA-----
im awesome at bullshit
the card game
not bullshit in general

9052006

2006-09-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

im very sick
all dizzy n stuff
seems evryones sick

picked up the guitar todae
and now im looking at tabs
amazing
and i bought new sticks
another music phase mayb
it rotates
sports, art, music

confirmation is in 4days
just got my clothes
white dress with pink frills

i want to do sumthing but i dont noe whut
so yea

-------uworslnfe

2006-09-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

RGGGHHHH
bastard

. n im sick now
caught sum1s cough or sumthing..

hope its over now or soon

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2006-09-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

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2006-08-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

2006-08-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

woah
ok yea common test is like 3 quarters thru
geog was pretty easy
emath was alright
physics was ok except the *******10 mark ques
chinese sucked as usual
social was pretty easy
amath n chem left

confirmations in like 2 weeks
i have to wear a shirt
n i cant wear jeans
or a miniskirt
i dont really have a sponser now
long story
hes not dead or anything
but he cant turn up
so i dont noe how

n about my dp
those tWo girls in my dp on monday
were not put ther by me
jm n hx got "sum1s pic of frenster n put it ther

n this pic

is not me
so u blind ppl cant stop asking
coz im sick of having this conversation evry 3 days

SheL says: oiu
ryan... says: hey
SheL says: is that u?
ryan... says:?
SheL says: your pic
ryan... says: noo
SheL says: are you sure?
SheL says: u made it balck n white to cover it up rite?
ryan... says: haha no
ryan... says: why would i be kissing a girl?
SheL says: haha sure looks like you
ryan... says: ur like the 5th blind person to ask me
SheL says: haha see?

anyway i got the pic of cheryl tan's blog
NOT KNOWING it was of her
n used it as my dp
n now i look stupid

oh n im soccer capt fer interclass again
its coz no one wants to tell those tt arnt in the team
tt they suck
ya so i have to do it

finally gym againd
n finally did back after this muscle talk with my brother
the featherweight bodybuilder
whos going to army 2 days bfor confirmation

oh n parents n babies r back from their 3 week hol
to spain , canary island, canda, us, south africa, switz
house is all noisy again

posted by me, justin the dickhead

2006-08-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

hello.

i m supposed to be studying.

sorry ryan.

i love you. we all do. we all love her too. but we cant talk. ):

you watch out ryan.

love JUSTIN MARK LEO VANDERSTRAATEN DICKHEAD
http://justvindictive.blogspot.com/

;D

2006-08-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

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i dont really noe whut happnd
but its all pretty screwed up now
cant even talk now
yea.
ihopeurreadingthis

august 10

2006-08-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

wen to chriss tt day
too bad i din stayover
like i din noe anyone was stayin so yea
n sorry to merril n luke if i pissed yal off
coz i din wanna sing
i'l do it next time, really

thn wed
watched my super ex girlfren with shel russ len n con
at lido
thn went to the club
bowled n stuff
n trashed ppl at pool

thn russ came over todae
gymed swam movie
yea thn studied abit

mite pierce my ear tmro
fer the fun of it
i wanna pierce my right ear
so evry1 will stop n stare
n wonder if im straight

n i wanna watch the fireworks tmro or something
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evry1s asking me to say it
yea but i dont noe whut use it'l do anymore
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i didnt like tt guy
asshole
heard from the guys
pissed them off
pissed me off

august something

2006-08-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

its been about a week without parents n maids
im still alive
2 weeks to common test, havnt studied at all this week

missed cath todae woke up at
10.30, n was like oh shit

only 3 days of skool this week
thinking of ponning on tues or fri
i declare a 5 day holiday

i wanna go watch the firework display thing..

notice the drift?....

2006-08-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

i feel pretty
oh so pretty
i feel pretty and witty and gay

hard-o gay HOOOOOOOOOO

Momentum = Mass X Velocity
Impulse = Force X Time
Force = Mass X Acceleration
Momentum of CB = Mass of CB X Velocity CB
Impulse of CB = Force generated by cue stick X Contact Time
Force generated by cue stick = Mass of cue stick X Acceleration of cue stick

2006-08-01T18:01:00.000+08:00

21 days to common test

saturday: chris's house

sunday: mass, thn serene centre fer breakfast
thn band concert at nite
music was ok, company was damn funny
lynnette n frens left afta tt
n guys went to taka fer dinner
Alrick YEA

thurdy pissed me off todae
he threw my table out the door coz he said it was blocking his way
n hes sick of our class's behaviour?
idiot, my whole tables messed up now, n he scrathcd my chem goggles
neva mess with a black mans chem goggles

n goy kept picking on me yestrday
i din even do anything
must be pms

27th of JULY

2006-07-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

only 2 hours of skool tmro!
founders day thing
end skool at 10.30 or sumthin
but ve got chinese oral afta tt
F-A-I-L

oh and parents are going on holiday fer 3 weeks
yea but cant really go anywher or haf parties n stuff
coz common tests is in 3 weeks
and varella is threstening evry1
tt if we dont do well hes gonna send evry1 to combined science

anyway the house will be super empty
me mei con only
and we dont haf any maids anymore
so we have to do chores
i had to cook my own lunch yestrday
i had beef pie, noodles and fried leftover beef

so tmro, founders day
ve got chinese oral, then soccer or lunch

sat parents leave

sunday goin fer 8.15
thn out to town or sumwher with sum1 or sumthing
thn tuition, may pon
thn the skool band thing
tt ive been conned into by the band ppl
im going to bring my ipod
and mayb a pillow

singpore idols on now
emilee got eliminated
joakim, jasmine and mayb paul twohill
needs to go

OHOH
and last sunday or friday or sumthing
dad asked me to cab to sentosa fer dinner
and when i got ther
dad said he bought a house
its not really tt surprising anymore
dad likes to surprise ppl with these stuff
like he just told us hes going oversea with mum like 5 days ago
anyway he bought this pent house on sentosa, oceanfront island or sumthing
its a super big 2storey condo
private lift, private pool n evrything
best thing is the beach is like 5m s away
but its gonna be built in like 3 yrs
and theyr only gonna move in wen me n con
move out of the house
yea so i dont get to stay ther yea
byebye now

2006-07-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

went tp yestrday
lunch at mac's
then pirates at the super hulu engwah place
came home gymed
aching like hell todae

todae, skool
thn went to parkway with hx to meet his frend
from tkgs i think
thn cabbed to kk fer appmnt
stupid nurse asked me to go to clinic L
thn clinic P thn radiology clinic
which are like 3 blocks apart
thn spent like 1hr waiting fer the stupid numbr
to pop on the screen
bussed home just in time fer colin's party, not mine, mines on 18th his is 20th
BIG birthday party
lotsa ppl
australian frens, sji frens, grandparents, st iggys ppl and his band and meis frens from aus also
mum called in bar tender, bbq guy, satay man and waiter
so many ppl downstairs
but im damn bored coz why?
coz i was supposed to invite my frens too
like cath n skool n stuff
but i sorta fergot
coz im stupeeet
thers still so much leftover food
n cons frens bought lotsa drinks n stuff
n thers still lots of drinks in the bar
so thers lotsa food and lotsa alcohol
yea so im starting to really think im an idiot
IDIOT
I-D-I-O-T

2006-07-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

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sunday the 16th

2006-07-16T19:49:00.000+08:00

yestrday
guys came over , was supposed to watch pirates
but twas sold out till 12am the next day
gonna watch tmro at bishan instead
came back to e house played ps2
played soccer, pool, swam
thn mum cooked us oxtail stew
evrybody went home, gymed slept
end of story

todae, sunday
cath church
was gonna go to chris's place afta
but had to go fer mass/choir
mite start going fer 815 soon
lunch at sum mexican place at holland village
c-h-i-m-i-c-h-a-n-g-a

tuition, came home, studied fer geog test tmro
4 tests this week, amath geog chinese physics
just finishd playing power rangers with babies
coz they bought some new toy
n they started jabbing me with it coz i din want to
play power rangers
i was the yellow ranger in the end
the hot japanese girl with e mini skirt

con n mei went to some rock thing at the esplanade
n mum n dad + babies went fer dinner somewher
actually i cant call them babies anymore,
theyr already like whut, 4 n 6 ?

birthdays on tuesday..

johnny depp's my new favourite actor now
colin farrell can go jump a cliff

i want to talk but
it doesnt matter anyway
dont noe y im so shy arnd u

LISTEN

july 13th

2006-07-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S90iPKnjzqg

july 11

2006-07-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

skools ok, haf been relatively nice to teachers
sum1 said tt our class made ms png cry todae
dunno whethr tts true yet
if it is means we'r in trouble again

got picked out by mr kwok
coz he said i dyed my hair
its natural and its barely barely brown lar
thn he askd me why my name tag the words r so small
coz it says ryan benedict vincent tan hsin wei
yea so i said my name is long
n hes like, oh

ponned phyics 'enhancement prgram'
went to tp instead with chester lee shi chin
lim hui xiang, justinmark vanderstraaten jie ding ,
gabriel tang sumthing sumthin
and phuan wenchuen to eat pizzahut
saw christopher marc gomes , thn marrissa lynn sumthing chia on the way thr
n thn saw cheryl natalie tan sumthing at united sq

had tuition thn came home

todae was boring
just phyics lab, drawing the cooling curve of napthalene?
almost died of the smell

n i got my first birthday present alrdy
from dad
havin a party this saturday
according to hx thers gonna b some
'surprise' from jm
which doesnt sound too good
yea so if ur reading this, ur invited
unless ur sum serial killer

and day i was playing soccer with
sum of the guys at hougang stadium
n ther r like 5 ppl in the stands
n i played really well scored 4 n hit the post like 5 times
so thn afta e match this guy comes down and gives me his card
n says hes from sengkang fc
n asks me if i want to play fer the u18 team
coz they need a new striker coz of sum funny reason
so he asks how old m i
thn he says even bttr i can play fer u16
hes some head scout from singapore youth sports dunno whut
yup, so just like tt, n he told me right in front of bryan lim
hus just got into home uniteds 2nd team afta 3yrs of trng
muahhaha
god is just
coz they din let me play at the archbishops cup rmbr?
but dun think i'l join, we'l see

and dad bought me punching/ speed bag stand fer my present

Zinedine Zidane: winner of the WC golden ball award
and the best imitation of a raging bull award

2006-07-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

woke
cath
church
lunch
mum n kean were sick so went to mount batten with dad n con
hokkien mee char kway teow n mutton soup thing
was gooood

boring day
highlight was cath
played tag team ji go pa with luke alex merril n doug instead..
and i think germaine's brohtr is cool
he said hes gonna keep borrowing 5 bucks
till he gets enuf to buy an xbox 360

oh n jm made me go fer his band concert thing on 30th july
hhx said if i dont go gabriel n freddie n chestr wont go
thn hx wont go thn wen chuen wont go
thn timothy wont go
peer pressure has evolved alot yea

--random lyrics, lit ppl can go uncode it and stuff
I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet Wishing to be the friction in your jeans Sitting out dances on the wall Trying to forget everything that isn't you It's true romance is dead, I shot it in the chest then in the head. And if you wanna go down in history then I'm your prince I'm every cliche, but I simply do it best all the ways you make my stomach turn and all the long drives with my friends blur Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Terrified, would you mind if I sat next to you and watched you smile So many kids but I only see you And I don't think you notice me

Reinventing your exit- underoath
Heretics and Killers - protest the hero

i love the flying monkeys
i never understand emo/screamo/metalcore mtv's

30th of June --the music or the misery falloutboy

2006-06-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

i dunno y thers double spacing

its friday alrdy todae was youth day and ncc day at skool

woke at 5 cabbed to skool to practice rifle drills

coz on tuesday actually went fer my first training in 2 mnths i think

n they told me im in g.oh fer ncc day

guard of honour, which means i haf to do the rifle drill stuff

n im like fuck coz i hafnt practice in yrs

n all the othr 5 goh had been practicing fer weeks ..

i had 2 days..,

yea so anyway,

i din screw up too majorly

but i had to hold the stupid rifle till my arms hurt,

without moving, imagine putting ur 2 hands in front of u

90 degrees to ur body, n putting a book on it..

ok now replace it with a 10kg metal dummy rifle,

and hold tt position fer 20 mins

miah took lotsa pics mite post thm later or sumthin

brothr anthony had to read the ncc day message

thn kwok talked fer like 10mins

thn the youth day ppl did advertistments

thn morning announcements

all while we'r standing ther in the hot sun

ok afta tt, changd out of uniform

and went to set up our youth day stall

we built some haunted house/maze thing

and thn we screend scary movie 4 on peng's xbox

oh yea n i was in charge of the the whole thing

coz the genius mr varella was like

'oh on youth day ryan will show his ncc leadership by chairing the commitee'

at least i get CIP points i think

so afta like 3 hrs of youth day stuff

went to the hall fer a 'surprise'

which was ronin playin a gig ,

whole skool went crazy, mosh pit crowd surfing,

ppl pushing, shoving, ppl throwing lightsticks

and mr kwok went up to play guitar n sang

ronin's pretty good, the guitarist n bassist are awesome

drummers fantastic singing wasnt tt great thou

-gonna try n wake up fer 8.15 mass this sunday

coz ive got sumthing later

may not turn up fer cath

i finishd drawing the booklet thing, it sucks i took like 10mins

we'll see how tt ends up and since june is ending..

tt means july's comin

which means sum1's birthday is comin

hint hint.... nah im nt tt ego

nt really lookin forward to anything

no chance of a surprise party

coz im boring, booring ppl stay at home all day n sleep or gym, or play soccer

alone, or swim, but tts just in my case

just leave the presents n then leave me alone

oh n i pulled my damn calf muscle tryin to cross the ball to i-zack on thurs

so im limping round the house again

and i slept in the bus todae and wen i woke up,

had no idea wher i was so i took a cab bak, which wasted 6 bucks

got home n swam a few laps
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June 25th and 26th

2006-06-25T18:59:00.000+08:00

25th june
ok yea skools startin tmro
this holidays been pretty ok
camp was fun
trip was fun
party was fun
gotta do these things ago soon yea
but with more underage drinking
and more drunk ppl
n too bad bout the archbishops cup thing
was lookin forward to it

anyway fer now
study and gym
yea tts it

dont think i'l be posting much now
so i'll give u lotsa nonsense blogthingsto read,
i really did some of them thou

26th june
ok wait im not supposed to be blogging this week anymore
but todae was just awesome
like normally ppl haf lousy first day of skool
nope, mine was "awesome

waking up fer skool wasnt bad
lessons were boring
new math n chem tchrs
and they gave hmwrk alrdy
then DM caught me fer long hair
thn hes like 'ryan, corporal's of ncc shldnt haf long hair
and councilors as well
im gonna call ur dad and mum soon '
thn the whole class starts laffin coz hes always disturbin me
so he said cut my hair n report bak to skool by 3.30
with a ton of othr long haired guys also
n im like, fuck

so afta skool afta super boring assembly
with hx to toa payoh central to eat n get my stupid hair cut
n the stupid hairdresser to so bloody long
n thn i missed the stupid bus
got to skool like 3.40
running round like mad trying to find dm
thn i kick the stupid grill tt wasnt put properly
and fell and got cut, which hurts..

ok thn had to rush fer tuition
but spent all my money on friggin haircut
had to go borrow
so went to the st john ppl
din realise they were hafing trng
n the ic scoldd them n made thm do pushups
coz of me , yea sorry bout tt st jon ppl

cabbd down to united sq
met my mum n she paid fer cab
thn sat thru class fer 2hrs
n im alrdy damn tired coz of soccer during p.e
n i din get to shower or anything

and thn tts not all
walking down to the sports hop at united sq
this girl shouts my name frm behind
n i turnd bak, but i thot she calling sum1 else
so i just carried on walkin
thn she runs up n passes me these 4 cards
n says 'my frend likes u n askd me to pass u these'
n im just blank..
thn she runs off bfor i can say anything
so now im stuck with 4 page long love letters
ok tt soundd really weird
n i haf no idea whut to do with em
n the letters were really deep too
and last week , i din blog bout this but
sum girl from tuition askd frm my numbr n email
n i was actually still thinkin bout tt
but now this?
wtf
n im supposd to be doing hmwrk n studying
n not even thinking bout ahem
but now im just going really insane
and i just realised im supposd to haf make up lesson at 7pm todae
its 9pm now
and at recces the stupid vending machine ate my 1 dollar..

yea so tt was my awesome 1st day of skool
at least the haircut turned out ok..
now u can go on n read bout the stupid blogthings below..

~~hard days made me,hard nights shaped me,~~
~~I dont know,they some how saved me~~
~~and i know im making something,~~
~~out of this life they called nothing~~n
~~just because i walk like obie won kenobie~~
~~you people talk but you dont even know me~~
~~and all these guys they think they want to fight me~~
~~and all these girls i know that they dont like me~~
~~I made them laugh they do it just to spite me~~
~~behind my back, they dont noe what i see~~
oh dont mind me im watching you two from the closet wishing to be the friction in your jeans

cut up angels- the used

What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Nobody is your soulmate.
You truly love Nobody.
You consider Nobody your true friend.
You know that Nobody is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Nobody for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Nobody is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Nobody is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Nobody is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Nobody changes lovers faster than underwear.
Conclusion: u have no frens

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Your Emoticon is Sad

You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.

You were/are well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were/Are You In High School?

You Are 25% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all.
You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

You Are 80% Gentleman

You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners.
Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

Are You A Gentleman?

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes...

In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your True Love Is an Aquarius

Why you'll love an Aquarius:

Independent yet devoted, you'll appreciate the unique approach to love Aquarius takes.
You both see love as a bit of a game, and Aquarius will challenge you until you're completely hooked.

Why an Aquarius will love you:

You're secure enough to give Aquarius tons of space - even if it means separate interests and friends.
You have the brains to keep Aquarius engaged and curious. And the passion to change the world together!

What Sign Is Your True Love?

You Are a Chocolate Martini

You're an elegant drunk, who only likes the best bars and the most expensive drinks.
A bit of a cheapskate, you're likely to mooch ten dollar drinks off both friends and strangers.

You should never: Drink and dash. You're gonna get caught leaving someone with the tab!

Your ideal party: A posh celebrity party you crash, with an open bar.

Your drinking soulmates: those with a Classic Martini personality

Your drinking rivals: those with a Blueberry Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

You Are Noon

You are upbeat, ambitious, and never at loss for energy.
You have a lot that drives you in life. The desire to be the best, and a secret hope of fame and power.
And while you definitely have a Type A personality, you are still fun to be around.
You have a ton of charisma and a genuine interest in others. You are adored by many.

What Time Of Day Are You?

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You're A Crazy Drunk

When you drink, you get wrecked - and it ain't pretty.

What Kind of Drunk Are You?

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

You Play it Cool

You're not in your face, smokin' hot... and it's all by designYou have a carefully crafted cool persona, leaving everyone wanting to know just a little more.

Are You Hot?

You Are A Martini

You are the kind of drinker who appreciates a nice hard drink.And for you, only quality alcohol. You don't waste your time on the cheap stuff.Obviously, you're usually found with a martini in your hand. But sometimes you mix it up with a gin and tonic.And you'd never, ever consider one of those flavored martinis. They're hardly a drink!

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

June the 24th, 48hrs before hell breaks loose

2006-06-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

update:
just watchd shes the man
and scary movie 4
shes the man is funnier lar
and yes i got into scary movie 4, its only nc16, i thot its m18

shes the man has evrything
good humour
soccer players tt can do handsprings
transexuals
violence, cat fights, brawls
hot girls, and guys..
nudity?

and tt olivia girl is hot
and channing tatum is HOTTT
i mean hes an attractive guy.. man... guy-man... guy
but hes a show off man, i mean othr ppl can do handsprings with soccer balls
and his bicycle kick lacks flair
haha , bullshit
oh and the soccer coach? has an alter ego
hes actually THE JUGGERNAUT, BITCH

and spain won again
woke up late todae
couldnt sleep last nite
just relaxed the whole day
tanned at 1
the sun was so hot
so swam laps afta tt

gonna watch shes the man later i think
alone most probably... evry1s busy n stuff lar
i seem to be doing alot of stuff myself lately ..

anyway
hx n chestr coming ovr tonite to watch e match
cons frens coming also
parents not in town, so time to party?
was gonna invite like doug n cath soccer ppl
n mayb the girls? if they watch soccer
was gonna start e bbq, this time properly with steak n ribs n stuff
n i could mix drinks n all, proper drinks like margaritas not vodka n coke
yea but din happn, gran , doug , luke busy i think
so yea, mayb nex time or sumin
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and if sum1 asks fer ur number it doesnt neccesarrily mean they like u.. i think
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still feeling messed up
rggghhh...
I DONT NOE WHUTS HAPPENING
IM GOING INSANE
FUCK...

June the 23rd

2006-06-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

~~sum1 just shoot me~~
maybe i shldnthaf gone yestrday

just finishd gym, my arms r gonna fall off soon
yesterday was pretty fun
came late as usual
din really do much
played soccer wid the small green slimy ball
thn jumped into the pool
just sat round most of the time watching the girls
smelling their breathe fer alcohol
n taking showers coz they were tipsy
n the guys brought out super soakers with milk init
i think thers still milk in my ear
thn luke got hit with milo powder in milk, got him pissed
n chris was somehow nice, n askd me to teach him drums soon?
n menon was nice too, but afta he shot me wid milk
yea he seemd pretty sorry afta

most fun afta the guys went bak
thn germ got drunk
ive never seen any1 sway like tt bfor
damn funny
doug shot vodka thru his nose accidently
which prob hurt alot
gran got high
n startd shoving pizza down
which was sick coz all the food was falling out of his mouth
wen he was chewing, thn he tried to flush it down with coke
n the coke was flowing onto his shirt n stuff
n he was just laffin, so more food flying out
thn i think i may haf put to much vodka in the coke fer antonia
coz she sorta got tipsy also
n i bet taitai wasnt entirely sober eithr

so anyway, most of the guys went to chris's afta to watch soccer
i came home, slept, dreamt
woke up at 8, studied, soccer, swam, gymed, did ALL skool hmwrk
in 1 day
awesome.
so the party was a nice way to round off the skool hols
n im happily alcohol free for whut 4 mnths?
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frustration... i'l go jump off a cliff now
~~it hurt to seeyaltgthr~~
~~i was gonna explode if i didnt see you soon~~

22nd June

2006-06-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

ignore the gay slideshow

instructions:
1. answer following questions
2.choose 5 person to do this after you completed it
3. leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
4. and add another question to the list

favourite color: blue
favourite food: lots of stuff
favourite song: too many 'look where we are now' is good by tt geiger guy, protest the hero's good too
favourite band: protest the hero fer now
favourite sport: shit, im nt gonna list evrything so just read my last post, prob soccer fer now
favourite ice cream: anything tt says haagen daz or ben and jerrys

current mood: stressed and suicidal
current taste: in whut?
current toe nail color: bright pink with yellow polka dots
current time: 7.34pm and 9674 seconds
current annoyances: myself
current crush: yea right, nice try
current thoughts: im hungry

first best friend: whut best frend
first lie: ryan doesnt tell lies
first movie: sum disney thing i guess
first music: the wheels on the bus go round and round, i haf no idea
first crush:

last music: let it bleed, the used
last cigarette: primary 3 i think, 1st and last
last drink: drink as in drink drink? last drink would b gin n tonic like mnths ago
coz im off drinks n unhealthy stuff like mcdonalds.
last car ride: dads car on monday i think, wow i havnt left the house in days
last phone call: ryan doesnt make phone calls
last lie: refer above
last cd: cd? cd's are fer cavemen

have you evr had sex: ?
have you ever thought about having sex: maybe
have you ever broken a bone: about 4 times i think
have you ever broken the law: ive stolen once i think....or twice, or thrice or..
have you ever been arrested: of course! i was caught taking drugs in my mansion in hawaii
have you ever been skinnydipping: nope
have you ever been on tv: a couple times
have you ever kissed sum1 you dont know: sure all the time in my mansion in hawaii

10 cool things you can do: why do ppl always make these survey things so hard?
-erm i can put chopsticks up my nose so i look like a walrus? oh wait i cant do tt
-erm lets see ,i trick, so i can do flips n stuff
-im getting bored, basically, i just play lotsa sports, music, art, n study n get good grades most of the time
and i suck at any form of computer games
unless it involves hitting it with a baseball bat
9 things you would never leave the house with: 9 things? i only carry like 2 things
wallet n phone, n sometimes an ipod, 9 things? im not a woman
8 things you want badly:
nt really badly, just stuff i need
1. .......
2.new clothes
3.new soccer ball
4.to do well fer my psat n final yr
tts all i think
7 celebrities you think are hot:
guys would b, depp, bloom, tt guy from life as we noe it and tt weird disney channel show
girls would b, evangeline lily, tt girl from smallville, elisha cuthbert and tt girl over ther , althou shes not a celebrity
6 people you hate: ok this is boring, skip
5 things you're wearing: jeans, n tts all. oh yea n underwear, cant ferget underwear ,underwear is very important
4 things you've done today: tv, soccer, movie, a math work and gym, wait tts five things
3 things you can hear now: the air con blowing coz no ones home
, oh yea and protest the hero on my ipod
2 exciting things that happened to you today: i cut my leg playing soccer, and i played soccer
1 thing you do when you are bored: i think wen im bored alot, thn you'l see me frowning
im always frowning

ppl i want to do this? any1 who read the bloody thing
n dont cheat
so if u read it, u haf to do it too
i dont care
coz i wasted my 10mins doing it
u can listen the music tt shld b right below these words from my last post
while u do the thing

2006-06-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

look where we are now, young and the hopeless, heretics and killers

tt day wus just walkin round the house
n saw this mag lying on the table tt said
'selectd media articles on dr finian tan'
nvr seen it bfor so i just pickd it up n read it
turns out its like 50 newpaper articles on my dad
tt they put togethr to form this magazine
from 20 yrs ago up til now
its fer his office so tt othr ppl can read about him bfor they do business n stuff
n thn later tt nite at dinner he told us he bought the airline
so now he owns ue air, some airline company, which is cool
tell me which othr person can go to google n type ur fathers name n come out with sumthing

n hes taught me stuff tt ppl dun learn till theyr 30
or sum will nvr even noe
ive learnt so many things from him
in n out of the office
thnx to him ive lived in japan london
gone to tons of countries
met intresting ppl,
so im really honoured to b his son
n hopefully i get to inherit not his money but his values n all tt
ive alrdy got the genes, his talents
like he used to b a swimmer, he recorded songs profesionally n hes the choir master at st igs
n if u pay attention to detail, u can find his signature on sum of the paintings in the house
n the altar upstairs was built by his fathr, my grandfathr bfor he passed
so im really proud to b part of this family
like i play sports too
i was the top 14th undr 14 tennis player in spore
tkd national finalist
ex- singapore pool under 17 team
skool soccer n bball team
baseball team
club bowler
club golfer
n i skate, n i trick
music? i play guitar,drums n i sing
n i draw, paint, calligraphy n if u pay attntion to even finer detail,
sum of the paintings in my room haf my signature
all this me? impossible, its the genes, heridity my father grandfathers forfathers
n its not just sports n stuff
most ppl dun admit it but we live in a materialistic world
n if ur hot, or if u haf a famous dad, u get more respect, n ppl listen to u more
its popularity, n lets face it
if u haf a famous dad, a goodlooking dad?
frendly mum hu cooks the best food
n ur a prefect leader, chairman or wutever
play a ton of sports, music, art, n get good grades
u cant really go wrong with popularity
(althou i still think the 'goodlooking' gene skipped a generation..)

n its not just my dads side
my othr granfather as well, hes the most thrifty man i noe
n hes always so careful
worrying bout evry1 n saving money fer evry1 n not thinkin fer himself

so yes i noe im a lil late fer fathrs day n im not really big on gifts
buti guess this is counts as a present

ahahaha i rest my case
my dad is on tv now, im not kidding
bloomberg

on anthr note, im really messed up now
my mind is going crazy
i havnt slept properly in weeks, exactly 16 days..
but still gonna wake early tmro
study fer 8 hrs at least
gym swim
n i dun feel like going on thursday
it'l b just awkward
n i dunno if therl b alcohol but im nt gonna drink anymore
not a drop
n no fastfood too fer the rest of th yr

oh yea n my parents n babies r going on holiday
leaving me con n mei till sunday
and i watchd life as we noe it n the oc
n they said guys think about sex evry 15 seconds?
tts insulting man
i think its sum wher closer to 5 seconds

2006-06-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

ok just got back from the trip
friggin tired
n my stupid toe hurts like hell
feels as if i broke it, like e last time
so ive been limping round e past week
all thnx to jm n hx hu din let me sleep the nite bfor i left
like they were messin wid e computer n stuff
saving her pics off frenster n putting it as my wallpaper
.. played ps2 the whole nite coz e matches were boring
n i suck at ps2.. but not as much as jm
he lost like 16-nil to hx, n 2-nil to my 4 yr old brthr
okay evry1 spend 30 secs laughing at him
ther r like so many damned buttons to rmbr
in real life, strikers just dribble n shoot, n most of the time it goes in
simple.

anyway trip was pretty ok
me, con n mei left e house at like 12
while parents n e rest to the early one
reach ther at like 2 singapore time
we stayed at this small bungalow in a resort
ive stayed ther bfor like 6 yrs ago n its still exactly e same
with family, mei, khalil, anders, joan, n uncle jeff
n each bungalow had 2 buggies
n u drive around the huge resort

1st day went to e beach
played beach soccer
n im really convinced by the fly emirates thing
"we all speak 1 language" soccer
coz at 1st it was only me n bro thn
we accidently kicked it to this jap dude
thn he startd to play
soon this german guy comes n takes sum freekicks
n hes like "tt one is for germany!"
thn he goes off
next this spore family comes up n asks to play
the son is from cjc coz he was wearin e cj tee
so we play a match with them
n trashd them ...obvously thnx to the great ryan
haha not really lar, but did sum tricks n stuff n goals
n they were like 'woah', n fer my bro also, hes nt bad 2
n i wasnt even playin properly coz of my damn toe

n at nite we played tennis!!
finally ,coz i havnt played in 4yrs
as in played properly, competitively
coz i broke my wrist n i thot couldnt play anymore
but i can n im still pretty good
althou my hand kept wobbling arnd n i couldnt hit topspin so well

ok next day, ate so much fer breakfast
but whuts new
i had bacon, sausage,omlette, 3 eggs,cereal,toast,congee,milk, orange juicen n guava juice
yes i noe i eat alot..

so drove the buggy arnd
beach most of e day
was gonna go jet ski again but it raind n ther was lightning
tanned quite abit
normally ppl get a towel n lie on the chairs or the sand
but i cant
i always dig a hole n the tide fills it with water n its really cool
its complicated u noe
u haf to build like a wall so the water doesnt go into the whole while ur diggin
thn afta u go in u haf to break the wall so e water fills
ok now i sound spastic..

ok yup tt was pretty much my hols this hol
now bak to studying n gym n whutever it is i do

world cup news:
spain 4-0 !!!
ok tts all..
oh n im looking forward to rooney playin in e world cup
althou i think he looks like a monkey, coz hes pretty good

ryans playlist:
(in order of 'intensity', so its from hardcore to gay)
-blindfolds aside - protest the hero
- let it bleed - the used
-the hell song - sum41
- bouncing off the walls - sugarcult
-angel to you devil to me - click five

12th

2006-06-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

ok im really sorry fer being so selfish
i'l just shut up frm now on
keep evry1 happy tt way
n hopefully evry1 will ferget.

todae: i ate uper duper alot todae
i had 3 lunches todae
at 12 i had some udon noodle thing
thn at 1 i saw con n jing eating
chicken rice so i ate as well
thn i had chicken rice rice and vegetables at 3 coz i was hungry
n now thers a party downstairs
dads frens n stuff
oh n uncle khalils here again
gonna stay with us fer 1-2 weeks
hes damn nice, n funny,rich and generous (n gay)
this time he gave me a 200 dollar nike watch
last time he gave the 700 dollar ipod
so tts like a thousand bucks alrdy
n tts just my present
he gives evry1 in my family a present evrytime he stays here
which is awesome

world cups on now japan 1, australia 0

yestrday: woke pretty early swam abit
din study coz im startin to slack alrdy
which is bad..
din go to church, supposd to go fer 6pm
anyway so went fer lunch at turf club, chinese dim sum
then started to rain, went fer 'soccer prac' anyway
so got to sji 1.40
only gran was ther, n germ ant n nic
so we just sat on the steps fer like 20 mins waiting
thn we moved to e canteen, waited sumore
thn doug came, then yvan n his brothr
n all they did was call menon fer his ic numbr'
thn they went bak.. so i was like wth?
waste of a perfectly good sundae,
well almost perfect if u exclude the rain
~~atleastigottoseesum1~~
so afta went fer tuition at orchard
n the rest cabbed to someguys house
thn cabbed home thn dinner
n sleep

actually nt sure if i can play archbishops cup
like im a street soccer player
n theyr all field players
who used play fer skool n stuff
me i play a bunch of othr sports well
n i just happn to b good at soccer

n my whole body was aching throughout the day
especially my ~~chest~~ moobs n legs coz of gym
n the 10km, n 5km cycle n 20 laps of swiming

agenda this week: movies: - shes the man
- the omen
- benchwarmers
skate: - self explanitory..
holiday: - i think were leaving wed
study: - amath chapt 5-7
- emath chapt sumthing to sumthin
gym: - abs, back, shoulders

june 9th

2006-06-09T14:08:00.000+08:00

Ignore e vid fer e 1st vid, just listen..
lunacy fringe- by the used
for u i will - by teddy geiger

June 8

2006-06-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

i din write all of the lyrics, so im not crazy ...yet..
n to sad ppl: dun listen to sad songs,
they make it worse listen to barney or sumin
oh wait, i hate barney...
--the used- taste of ink
--sugarcult- all i can taste is champagne
--switchfoot - learning to breathe
--teddy geiger- for u I will
--the used – lunacy fringe... this song is awesome

I confess, I{'m just} messed up dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still aroundAnd I know you dressed up{said} "hey kid you'll never live this down"'Cause you're just the girl all the boys want to dance withAnd I'm just the boy who's had too many chancesI'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreamingShe said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"I don't blame you for being youBut you can't blame me for hating itSo say, what are you waiting for?Kiss her, kiss herI set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always lateWrite me off, give up on me Cause darling, what did you expectI'm just off a lost cause a long shot, don't even take this betYou can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlightsGet all the sighs and the moans just rightI'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreamingShe said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"I don't blame you for being youBut you can't blame me for hating itSo say, what are you waiting for?Kiss her, kiss herI set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late(always on, always on)You said you'd keep me honest(always on, always on)But I won't call you on it(always on, always on)I don't blame you for being youBut you can't blame me for hating itSo say, what are you waiting for?Kiss her, kiss herI set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always lateI set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always lateWhen I saw her she looked my wayAnd I knew that I was over my headRuby lips on a smile so sweetWith a rude attitude that could knock me dead(suddenly)I heard a voice when she called my name(suddenly)I knew my life was gonna changeWell she's hotter than hellAnd she's cool as they comeAnd she's smart and she's wildAll rolled into oneYa you say I'm the guy that you wish you could beIt's not easy to seeThat she's an angel to youBut she's a devil to meAll my friends say you lucky guyEveryone wants to stand in your placeAnd so I give it another tryI'm not sure how much more my poor heart can take(suddenly)I feel the blood pumpin' round my brain(suddenly)I grab my bat and I'm back in the gameWell she's hotter than hellAnd she's cool as they comeAnd she's smart and she's wildAll rolled into oneYa you say I'm the guy that you wish you could beIt's not easy to seeThat she's an angel to youBut she's a devil to meI don't know what to doI don't know what to sayCause noone knows that she puts me through anywayI'm awake in disasterI can't seem to get past herI try and I try but I can't get awayThat she's an angel to youBut she's a devil to meThat she's an angel to youBut she's a devil to meIt's not easy to seeWell she's hotter than hellAnd she's cool as they comeAnd she's smart and she's wildAll rolled into oneYa you say I'm the guy that you wish you could beIt's not easy to seeWell she's hotter than hellAnd she's cool as they comeAnd she's smart and she's wildAll rolled into oneYa you say I'm the guy that you wish you could beIt's not easy to seeThat she's an angel to youBut she's a devil to me Are you gonna live your life wondering,Standing in the back,Looking around?Are you gonna waste your time thinking, How you’ve grown up,Or how you missed out?Things are never gonna be the way you want.Where's it gonna get you acting serious?Things are never gonna be quite what you want,Or even at 25,You gotta start sometime.I’m on my feet I’m on the floor I’m good to go.Now all I need is just to hear a song I know.I wanna always feel like part of this, Was, Mine.I wanna fall in love tonight.Are you gonna live your life,Standing in the back,Looking around?Are you gonna waste your time?Gotta make a move,Or you'll miss out.Someone's gonna ask you what it’s all about.Stick around nostalgia won't let you down.Someone's gonna ask you what it’s all about.Whatcha gonna have to say, For yourself?I’m on my feet I’m on the floor I’m good to go.Now all I need is just to hear a song I know.I wanna always feel like part of this, Was, Mine.I wanna fall in love tonight.Crimson, And clover,Over, And over.Crimson, And clover,Over, And over.Crimson, And clover,Over, And over.Our house in the middle of the streetWhy did we ever meet?Started my rock 'n roll fantasy.Crimson, And clover,Over, And over.Don't don't, Don't let's start.Why did we ever part?Kick start my rock 'n rollen heart.I’m on my feet I’m on the floor I’m good to go.So come on Davey sing me something that I know.I wanna always feel like part of this, Was, Mine.I wanna fall in love tonight,Here tonight.I wanna fall in love tonight,Here tonight.I wanna always feel like part of this, Was, Mine.I wanna fall in love tonight.I wanna fall in love tonight.I wanna fall in love tonight.... Never thought youd make me, break me Now I'm up, from belowSuch a brilliant star you areAnd will your love keep burning baby?Burn a hole right through my eyesYou saw that short times feel like no timeAnd I thought you oughta knowI'm so far gone now I've been running on emptyI'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?Do you wanna take me on?Do...Do you...Do you know...Do you know how long I've waited?To look up, from belowJust to find someone like youAnd will your love light burn me, baby?Burn a hole right through my heartI think I might just trust you maybeBut I'm not sureI'm not sure I'd wanna knowI'm so far gone now I've been running on emptyI'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?I'm so far gone now I've been running on empty I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?Do you wanna take me on? I think you can make me, girlCould make me and take my lifeI know you can break me, girlTake all of meAll of meWake up, my loveNever thought you'd make me, break meNow I'm up, from belowSuch a brilliant star you are I'm so far gone now I've been running on empty I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?I'm so far gone, I've been running on empty I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?Do you wanna take me... on?

ok tt was kinda gay..
ryan has finishd his whining
u can close the window now.. .

2006-06-08T09:27:00.000+08:00

ok its 9am which is awesome coz
ryn nvr wakes this early fer anything
wow i just spelled my name wrong

din sleep at all last nite....
gymd yestrday again
17 pullups is the new record
bicep curls n stuff
arms are gonna fall off soon
which is good, alot of ppl dont noe but
wen ur muscles ache its coz u tore them
which means theyr gonna grow bak, but bigger
which is a good thing, unless u want small muscles
which is stupid..

so woke up at 7 todae
swam abit, tricked, skated a lil
gonna study soon
then gonna finish the confirmation mass booklet
it'l look really good i hope

n i tried adding some of the cath ppl on frenster
but thn it said ' u have reachd ur max amnt of frens'
like wtf? anyway dun expect ttmls frm me, im nt a frenster person

oh n i found out uncle khalils gonna come n stay nex week
the rich morocan gay guy tt gave me my ipod
yea, hes damn nice, n funny, n gay

n i watchd spore idol last nite
n i almost threw up
like wth? evry1s like so fake
n they cant sing at all

n i realised evry1 from camp seems to like sum1
frm e opp sex... or more like they all like e same person
anyway just seems to b alot of talk bout tt now ..
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The 6th of June 2006 24hrs01mins32seconds exactly

2006-06-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

didnt think it was me, i noe its not, but i wish it was

lotsa smses last nite fer sum reason, sent at least like 75 msgs
talking to 5 diff ppl all bout diff things
but e 1 with jm was most 'intresting'
n yea i'll take jm n germs advice n not keep things bottled up..

went to bed pretty early last nite but din sleep much
dont haf to noe y... but u prob can guess
anyway since camps over n evrything
goin to start focussin on work more
dun think i ever really studied in my life bfor
coz im always slacking my butt off
so now ive got tt thing off my mind (sorta)
gonna study hard

like todae, i woke at 6
took a long shower
gym till 7
crunches, ran 5k, pullups, evrything, thn swam fer like 10mins
thn did abit of tricking, couple of frontflips, minute handstands
then i meditated fer half hr, haha yea rite, as if im tt spiritual
so ate breakfast, bacon eggs n toast
oh yea im also gonna eat alot this hol
so i can put on bulk fer gym
n coz food just taste good
n coz dieting is a sin, but i guess u can only say tt if u haf a 6 pak

so thn startd work at 9,
really happy wid myselft todae
did at least 300 sums fer a n e math
n did 2 chapts of physics
sum chemistry
2 chapts of geog
i think i did more todae thn the whole semstr

im gonna top e level this yr's final
i sorta did it last yr
n even without studying
so if turn up e heat full blast
shld b pretty easy
thn i'l sit fer my PSATs in sept
score damn high
get into hale or christchurch or sumin

so yea, tts my plan this hols
while evry1 is going out wid their girl fren n watchin e world cup
ryan will be studying n getting ~~fit~~ fitter
-15 pullups will b doubled by dec
- n i'l top e level in finals
-n he'l try nt to think bout girls, or girl..

it hurts more than you noe

playlist todae:
generally rock/punk
-voices of violence - billy talent
-protest the hero - blindfolds aside
-sugarcult - counting stars
-avengedsevenfold - beast n harlot

looooong post

2006-06-05T10:09:00.000+08:00

i dont noe whut to think

bak from confirmation camp.
was pretty fun
1st few days were ok, coz i din really noe any1
n evry1 was like calling me metro which got irritating later
got to noe e guys bttr n met sum pretty nice ppl like yvan n chris tang
n i look like crap now, damn tired n my hair is soo long
go tired of pushing it up, so last day i just pushed all my hair down
then neil said i look goth.. but he doesnt noe whut goth is anyway
my lips are all dry, kept like folding my lips durin mass coz it hurt
n i had 2 pimples i found on e 1st day of camp.. irony

so we played some games e first day tt were sick,
like we all had to eat out of the same watermelon, with just our mouths
n at nite my room was friggin borin
evry slept at 11
so i went to luke, merrils, joshuas n dougs room
but they were talking bout masturbation
so yea i went to next room
with menon, chris tang, chris teo, small jon n granville
but they were 'writing' songs bout whores
chris was friggin funny but i got bored in like 10 mins
n menon kept asking me to get out
oh yea n 3 of e guys were planning to go to e girls level to steal
erm like underwear n stuff...
yea so basically all e guys were pervs
excapt those nerds in my room who were sleeping
so i endd up with my ipod n sitting on e stairs.
n even wid e ipod i still could hear e girls screaming upstairs
so 1st few days i was sumwhut a loner, which sucked
i talked to e facis more then e guys
anyway afta tt i went to lukes room again n they were orderin macs
n we were going to sneak it into e room
but somehow e girls found out, n we orderd fer them too (n we had to pay fer them too..)
so we went downstairs n like 10 ij girls came down
so 15 of us alrdy, thn e faci's came bak with their own macs
so ther were like 25 ppl downstairs, thn more guys came down n stole food
so in e end evry1 was eating macs excapt e othr 4 ppl in my room who were sleeping..

2nd day we had some meditation thing wher ur supposed to like lie down
n concentrate on whut aunty charlotte was saying
n she was talking bout being a statue or sumthing
but in e 1st 5 mins i fell asleep n like 15 mins later i woke up
n she was saying ' now leave the statue n open ur eyes'
n im like, whut statue?
ayyway wenever charlotte was talking i wasnt listenin very much
so i missed all e spiritual stuff
n we had games afta, waterbomb capture e flag thing
so i had to partner neil, oh yea neil
hes damn funny like e first day i saw him gettin bullied by andrew n some guys
thn he told me he wishd he was taller n stuff
so i told him being short has nuthin to do with gettin bullied
n afta tt he kept following me evrywher durin e camp
which got quite irritating thou
so our group : council : me, bob, neil, anne, danielle, antonia partnered e faci's n we won
oh n at nite I WENT FER CONFESSION n i said e rosary too
had to try n memorise e act of contrition.
n afta tt was e best part, well e 2nd best part next to..
playing soccer, midnite soccer, with trees in e middle of e court
this is wher i startd to fit in, luke gathrd his altar boy team
tt they playing in e archies cup
n he put me with chris tang, merril, gavin, n doug
who dont play soccer, excapt fer me but they didnt noe
we won in e end thks to me
n yvan was like ryan shld join archies cup
but evry1 like granvile was like 'oh i din tackle him coz im afraid id step on his toes'
i was playing barefoot btw coz i had no shoes
e archies cup is a comp fer altar boys, repsnt ur church n stuff
thn cherry chris hit sum1s car wid e ball, n we had to stop
coz we couldnt see anything anyway

so went up n evry1 was writing letters to each othr
(evry1 gets this envelope stuck on e wall, n ur supposd to write letters to each othr)
so i was really surprised to see mine had like almost 20 letters
mostly from faci's n girls thou, coz guys dont really do letters
n they din really like me anyway
so i decided to write back to most of them
n i spent e nite/morning writing ppls names n trying to write stuff in e letters
n coz i decoratd e covers abit i got even more letters e nex day
sondras letter was nice n i think she noes bout.. sum1 told her or
mayb she found out coz it was so obvious...
ryan is a fool for tt..

day3 played more soccer, most of the guys started talking to me alrdy
excapt menon.. n almost all e altar boys askd me to join e archbishops cup
problem is, its only fer altar boys, not choirboys
so theyr gonna make me join altarboys, serve mass once
then play soccer
which is sorta cheating but nvm
so camp was fun din really talk to r much thou
n it was more initiating myself into e group for me
then 'initiating myself into catholic adulthood'

afta camp gave justin a lift home
n now once again my mum thinks i haf a gf
coz justin opened his big mouth n said he saw
'alot' of ij girls putting stuff in my envelope

sumthin may or sumthin june

2006-06-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

crap i just found out i haf to b at church tmro at 7.45 fer camp
i din even rmbr i had camp
i was supposed to swim n tan tmro
oh well wth... b bak on sundae i think

playlists fer todae:
-a little less sixteen candles a little more touch me ----->
- blindfolds aside - protest the hero
link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt7NJEIf9d4

2006-05-31T13:42:00.000+08:00

30th May
damn funny cat videos
MUST WATCH
i screwd up e whole template fer this so just watch it

2006-05-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

The 26th of May , i think
last day of skool, went to plaza sg with 3d ppl
xmen was pretty ok
thot it would b bttr thou
walkd round plaza sg afta while most e guys went to e arcade
coz i didnt change outta uniform
n e 2 old ladies kept chasing me out
so i lugged e skateboard around e whole place
which i brought to skool coz i was supposed to go to far east
afta to get new griptape
but din haf time

The 27th of May
tuition at orchard
then cabbed home
then went out fer dinner with family
mortons steakhouse at oriental hotel
best food in e world
most expensive as well
a maincourse's like 100
lobster is 50 a pound ( a lobsters bout 3 half pounds)
n e choc godiva cake is e best
its like a normal choc cake on e outside
but inside its steaming hot melted godiva chocolate
n u eat it with haegen daz ice cream
its 30bucks fer a cake e size of ur fist.
e place is all dark n evrythin, dim lights,
candlelight, so if wanna go on a romantic date
here's a place, if u can see past e cost
last nites dinner fer 5
600 dollars
lifestyles of e rich n famous?
not even close

so afta walked to marina sq n watchd da vinci code
pretty good, books bttr thou
n yes im a catholic
so if u plan on watchin it
do my granma a favour ( she thinks dan brown is evil)
go to a bookshop
buy the book, n pick up a bible too

n hurhur no its not a miracle i got into an nc16 movie ..

The 28th of May
woke up early went to church n paid paul e 90 bucks fer e camp
then walked round fer 1 hr
found david menon listenin to ipod
so sat wid him n waited till 11 fer choir prac
n now i haf a new nickname given by menon n alex chua"metro"
bcoz apparently i have good fashion sense?

anyway went fer mass, then went to mountbatten fer lunch
been eating alot lately
example:
-2 bowls of udon at japanese restraunt at taka
+ 2 plates of sashimi
+n half a bowl of chawanmushi howevr u spell it
- n todae i had a plate of fried hokkien mee
+n 1 plate of char kway teow
tts enuf fer 2ppl...

so to wrap it up
its e holidays
but this holiday's fer ryan
is gonna be fer studying , gym n wasting time, but i'l try to keep tt to as minimal as posible

2006-05-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

woke up early
fer cat, had no idea whut they were talking bout
thn mass n lunch afta
thn went fer lesson at orchard
n walked round town fer awhile after
thn came home
tried to fix up my skateboard
coz its all messed up
screws n bolts all rusted
trucks all scratchd up
griptapes flat
n e deck is chipped...
my hands are dirty like hell now
need at least 75 bucks to get it up again
n i still need to go shopping fer clothes n stuff

n i just found out i haf to sit fer my PSAT
like an entrance exam
which means i still haf to study during hols...

watchin spore idol now
sporeans really need to speak properly
a-r-t-i-c-u-l-a-t-e
p-r-o-n-u-n-c-i-a-t-e

n i really wanna watch x men 3 too
trailers look damn good

2006-05-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

yestrday mr thurdy was telling us his life story
how he travelled e world n evrything
n evry1 was saying how borin sporieans lifes r
which is not true, its just tt sporeans r all so damn pessimistic

anyway thers my dads fren, e guy hu stayed at my house last mnth
hus life's really cool
its more like a fairy tale actually.
so this guy, he's from moroco his name's khalil
his dad used to be a court jester, fer the king of moroco
so his job is to make e king laugh
so eventually he became frens wid e king n became
e kings main advisor
n his son (khalils brother) was an officer in the morocan army
but this higher ranking officer had this plan to kill e king.
so in the end they gathrd some of e army (including khalils brother)
to rebel, then during e attack n infiltration
n just wen he was about to shoot e king
his father jumped out n said 'if ur gonna take his life u haf to take mine too'
so e son couldnt kill his father, n just stood ther.

so missioned failed, n all of them got thrown in jail
solitary confinement
think 5ft by 5ft by 5ft jail cells (1.5 metres)
not enuf fer u to stand in not enuf to lie down,
n they were only given bread n water
e cells were 40ft underground, without light, n no toilets
no nthng...
n to top it of, his father begged e king to not harm his family
but he could do anything he wanted to e son tt tried to kill him
so he disowned his son frm tt day
n said his son could never call him father again..

so e father still was e kings advisor, n became really rich
rich as in billions rich. n his wife (khalils mother) was also
rich to start with coz she had royal blood, like me
so khalil was really pampered, living in mansions n stuff
n he went to uni at 16 n became a doctor n evrything
n retired at 39 yrs old

so now he owns 5 houses arnd e world
5 cars,
lives on a private island
has 2 maids n 2 cooks tt follow him wherever he goes
n wen hes sick he flies all the way to new york to see a doctor
dentist? also in new york
hes friggin generous
he gave this frend he met fer a week, a diamond ring fer her birthday
wen he stayed at my house, he gave us e 60g ipod
n he bought my brothrs this game cartridge fer e gameboy
but it was fer a diff model, so we askd him if he could change it
but he just bought e othr gameboy model instead
n ther was this friend whose wife left him n took all his money coz he had cancer
so he wanted to commit suicide
khalil took him into his house, looked after him
n said if u're going to die, we'l die tgthr... or sumthing along tt line

n wen he was a doctor he lookd after this old guy fer 3 yrs
hu in e end turned up to be a millionaire or sumthing
n they became frens
then wen he was 16 he met this guy, like a beggar
with no money, n he said he was robbed of his passport n stuff
so khalil brought him home, looked after him fer bout a mnth
n bfor e guy left, he said he will repay him fer his kindness n stuff
so few mnths later, this painting came in the mail
n it turned out e guy was a famous artist n e painting was worth 15million
so basically, he's a rich doctor
who inherited a few million from his royalty mother
n hes gonna inherit anthr few billion dollars wen his 99 yr old fathr dies

n evry1 thinks my life is intresting?

oh yea n i watchd over the hedge todae, all bymyself
coz i had nthng to do ,n mi3 was full
sad huh?..
mayb i shld start skating again
but i need new shoes.. any sponsers?
n ive been watching lost, dvd's finished 8 episodes in a day
tt kate girl is hot.. haha
n we almost watchd da vinci code yestrday
but came to my house instead
usual again,
men 3 next mon i think

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2006-05-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

guys came over todae
usual stuff, swam, soccer, pool, waterpolo,movie
n e sun burns starting to hurt abit more
n we'r getting results tmro... too fast

just watchd e o.c on tv
like wth? luke made out wid marissa's mum?
tts sick...
nt really familiar wid serials
but this shows pretty good
adam brody is a semi-pro skater btw
so yea, skaters can b hot

blog musics finally playing normally
n new skin btw, in case u havnt noticed...
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2006-05-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

lets see
chinese sucked as usual
but e compre was extra hard
then took e bus to serangoon
got to harbourfront, shuttle
reachd sentosa round 11?

soccer then volleyball
then we ate at e expensive pizza place which was like $18 fer a pizza
then gabriel din read e menu so he just ordered some weird thing
tt he thot was chicken pizza, n wen it came it was salad
which was damn funny
then swam, played more soccer, handstands, volleyball
n we dug a huge hole in the sand like 1mx1m n 1m deep
tt was funny, n stupid
left arnd 5
played more soccer waiting fer e shuttle outside 7 eleven
fer like a half hr coz we missed all e shuttles

anyway came home n watchd tv till now which is 10oclock
n my face is all red n my hair still has salt

i dun understand y spore cant have waves
its miserable, in australia u get 30ft waves
here u barely get 3 cm waves, surfing?
at least we dun get tsunami's
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2006-05-14T17:11:00.000+08:00

happy mothers day
althou i doubt any mother's read my blog

ok lets see, update
chinese paper tmro
which ryan is not studying fer
which means he may prob flunk it
which is nothing new

after e paper
plan is to haf lunch, then go to sentosa
with e group , soccer, volleyball, tan
basically waste time

tueday,
town, shop abit
n as many movies tt our wallets let us watch
-poseidon ,psy-den i had to say tt coz i cant stand ppl saying pose-i-den
-xmen 3
-mi3
-da vinci code
-over the hedge
-when a stranger calls
-the wild

2006-05-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

going to e beach on monday
woohoo, beach soccer, volleyball, tanning, ipoding
relaxation

straying from tt...
i think ther mite b sumthing wrong with spore students nowadays
yestrday at e busstop this ri boy was sitting down
then then indian lady walkd past pushing her grocery trolley
then e ri guy goes, n i quote
"nah bei chee bai bangla"
1stly... its bloody racist n 2ndly shes indian u idiot
really pissed me off coz i really cant stand prejudice

prej·u·dice [preh-ju-diss (or at least tts how i think its pronunced)] {noun}
- irrational suspicion or hatred of a particular group such as, race, religion and physical differences
so basically prejudice is a preconceived and irrational judgement about someones qualities such as being short which i may b familiar with

n my stupid blog only plays music wen it wants to
so i'l give u e lyrics so yal could sing it urself
or u could call me n i'l sing it fer u
hahaha.... sorry tt was e overdose of panadol talking

n i miss playing soccer
must play soon

2006-05-10T10:03:00.000+08:00

exams finally over
emath was damn easy
chinese on monday, last ppr
but no1 cares
evry1 went to play lan, junction 8, soccer, bball, town, movies
but ryan is at home watching tv coz hes sick
fever, cold, headache
rrrggh..damn tired also....

1.pray i do well fer sa
1.5. apply fer skools
2.watch evry movie tt comes out from now until july
3.go to the beach
4.soccer with arun n all
5.go to e beach wherever we'r goin fer holiday
6.eat lotsa good food
7.sleep.. alot
8.waste lotsa time not studying
9.waste more time also not studying
10. find more ways to waste time not studying

2006-05-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

physics sucked... social was easy
amath tmro
shld b quite ok

con n mei went to perth fer a week
leaving me to clean the kitty litter n clean e hamster cage
all not my pets..
speaking bout e cats
like last week
i was in bed alrdy
thn whole family comes home at 10
n realized jewel is gone
can hear evry1 running around the house
searching by the roads fer bout 3 hrs
mei n babies looked really depressed
had exam e nex day so i just tried to sleep
so anyway in e end bfor mei goes to bed, she opens her drawer
n thers jewel sleeping
so shed been sleeping in the drawer fer 4 hrs
while evry1 was panicking like mad....

n i dunno y e cats always sleep in the exact same positions
mab theyr twins... its like synchronised ~~diving~~ sleeping

SCOTTY DOESNT KNOW

2006-05-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

greatttt....
saturday nite 10.30...
just found sum jackass hacked my blogger accnt
n e bloody post has been ther fer weeks...
havnt studied e whole nite
physics ppr n social is on monday
been decorating e house fer keans n kyles bday tmro
turning 6 n 4 in think
big party as usual.. some jungle theme
whole house is full of hand made streamers
will upload pics soon...
thers gonna b this big bouncy castle tmro downstairs
those kind filled wid air, tt kids jump on

con is of not much help as usual
his band has been recording his song since 2 this afternoon
tts 8 hrs of recording, coz con bought this thousand ovr dllr machine
fer recording n burning his songs... but they sound good thou
any1 want a cd?

exams r pretty much half over... few papers left
chemistry n emath2 wernt really tt good
geog was pretty ok, english was easy
hoping to do well fer physcs n social
n pretty confident bout a math too
probably my best subs these yr
shit... din really haf enuf time to study
coz i had to study fer ca1s work too
at least my sec 2 work fer physics is really good

n ive been eating alot lately
todae i had bacon n eggs fer breakfast n toast
had chicken n som chinese stuff fer lunch
thn had ham sandwich at like 3
had soup at 3.30
noodles n som korean beef fer dinner
n now im eating fries mum bought from macs fer cons band

n tt day gem scratchd my chest
jewel scratched my shin twice
n theyr pretty deep cuts
definately gonna scar
n gem keeps going into my cupboard
n burrowing in my clothes n bed
i almost sat on her yestrday
its coz my rooms always cold

eurotrip was friggin funny

2006-04-28T19:22:00.000+08:00

todae was pretty good
english ppr was easy endd at 10
played soccer till 11
thn did couple of pull ups, handstands, flips
damn tired afta tt, was friggin hot
bus-ed to j8 with carlton n johnthn
ate kfc walked arnd, went pasa malam aaron bought e lpool jersey

went fer sports day, wen chuen pangsehd
went to 'watch' tbletennis match (see 'chiobu)
so was damn tired alrdy thn delwyn comes up n asks me to
join his relay 4x100 coz sum guy was sick
so i said mayb thn went to ask mr koh
if i could replace, he said ok n askd me
if i wantd to go fer 400m also
so yea long story
blah blah blah in the end i ran 400 only n came in 2nd runnerup

afta tt tried to get a cab outside
started to rain
so i tried to call a cab, but all the lines fer ALL
e cab companys were busy, couldnt get thru
waited in the stupid rain
fer 1 bloody hr until i was soaked
thn cabbed with ck n jeremy
dropped thm at serangoon
thn e stupid uncle said no time, coz he needs to chnge shift
so he dropped me thr also
waited anthr 15 mins fer anthr cab...

n now im home, whole fam went out fer sum
rally tt lee kuan yew invited dad fer .
n mums asking me to go coz its a gd exprnce
afta 6 hrs of waiting to go home todae
being cold wet n hungry
no thnk u...
gonna take a hot shower
watch tv, eat n eat, do a physics paper
n sleep...

2006-04-26T14:55:00.000+08:00

woohoo aced social test, lowest was 1 or sumin
haf actually been studyin fer e last couple of days
e overseas thing is gettin serious, dad n mum keep talking bout it
6 mnths left... goin to apply fer skools soon
ppl at skool r askin too, coz i jeremy overheard, n he has a big mouth

waiting fer e stupid fitness corner to b renovated
coz they made the whole floor rubber, like kids playgrounds
so i can do more flips n stuff instead of doin them in class
on the hard cement which hurts alot

oh yea, got drenched by e rain on e way back tryin to flag a cab
thn stupid taxi driver din wanna let me get in...

so basically i haf
1 week to sumwhut ace sa1
6mnths to ace sa2
thn 2mnths afta to slack
thn leave

2006-04-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

evry thot it was real lar,
coz e marker's got sum shiny ink thing
so like at least 50 ppl grabbed my wrist todae
n were ' is tt real? cool man'
coz todae was cross country also..
x-cntry: considering tt, we played ball fer an hour
n thn came in 100/400 isnt bad
thn went to chestrs house to swim
stupid security guard kept daoing us

aaron asked me to do flips todae so he could learn
so did a few then e whole class came to see, during chinese lesson
christian was like this shld b a free period coz we dun learn anything anyway
so yea, flips n handstands during chinese
pretendd to pay attention in english.. which also shld b a free period
but listend in social, coz social is damn easy if u actually listen

gonna start posting more artwork soon..

oh yea,had talk wid dad ovr dinner ystrday
he said i have to score well fer mid yr
so he i can make a pre- application
to hale, christchurch, aquinas
thn use my final yr to 'confirm...
shit.. im so dead
going to study now....

uploaded sum
n fer those idiots hu think im lying n tt i didnt draw them myself...

2006-04-17T18:00:00.000+08:00

ok i really cant stand it wen ppl think im lying
so heres a whole post on e photo thing...
ok lets see
argumentative essay
step 1 : state ur stand
they r my photos... i dun lie about these things coz its stupid...
step 2 : give evidence/bkgrnd info tt e reader can relate to
my whole family has this funny thing
its like in the blood or sumin
1st my dad, like yrs ago he used to model n stuff
n was on like tv ads, n now hes on tv n mags n tons of nwspapers
but not fer modelling, fer business
mums like dad's sidekik so wen hes in e papers , mums always ther too
n like she was e main 1 on e funny chinese tv show thing
n e chinese mag about e modern hosewife thing
i dunno how they did e interview, mum cant speak chinese...
thn con
used to model as a kid
fer osch kosch e baby brand thing
thn he did sum paddal pop ice cream commercial
n lotsa othr weird baby clothes ad on newpapers
thn even con's gf is a model now
shes on spore maxim april issue
kean n kyle,
kyle was on the cover of parenthood mag
last yr. n both of them were in the halloween shoot also
kyle was winne the pooh
kean was peter pan
n i was ... yea i was sumthing
twas horrible, the photos downstairs on the bar
so evrytime guest come, 1st thing il do is hide it
i did sum othrs as well, i prob did more thn evry1 in my fam
except mei, coz shes modelling, like part time or sumin

n pls dun ask me to show u the photos coz
theyr embarrasing, but if u really think im lying ,
theyr with my granma's , they cut out like
all the newspapers cuttings n all.
n we do these shoots fer no pay, but we get to keep e photos
so obviously we haf e photos (proof)
Blessed are those who do not see, but yet believe.
see? i pay attention in mass n in english

n about having no faces on my photos
hav u nt realized all my photos haf no faces
its coz i thnk im fugly

yea so tts pretty much it, if u still think im lying
well u can kiss my b.....

n whut i do is nt really considrd modelling also...

n i sprained my ankle again
soccer... we won 2:1 again scored again i-zack pissed again

2006-04-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

=)

hmm ok
yestrday morn
all e choir ppl came ovr fer prac
had tuition
mum cooked lunch fer like 50 ppl
nasi lemak was really good

then went fer physics
quite ok, nt very difficult or anythin

came home at like 6
ate maggie mee ,rushed
took a shower , changed
n ALMOST went fer mass

in the end i waited fer mum n bros to come home
n wathced ice age2 i borrowd frm john
(i watchd a movie instead of goin fer mass
i think tts a sin or sumin)
thn went to rochester park to eat with whole family
food was good althou din eat much coz i ate alrdy
the beijing duck was damn good with e garlic thing

today mass was good
as in the singing n the playing was good
finally i get to play sumthing
coz it was lent bfor tt n twas all boring funeral songs
so yea we played all the happy jazzy songs
n evry1 claped fer 2 hymns
n i played the bongo drum thing
sum ppl came up to say e percussions was good
haha

thn all went to village at china sq fer lunch
thn left early n cabbed to orchard

n i just dun understand how come evry1
doesnt think its me in e photos
wdva lar .... but theyr all me
even e handstand 1
except the body with the nipple piercing..
tts obviously nt me...

n my mums the 1 hu made me go fer all of them anyway...

she makes all of go

kyle was on the cover of sum parent mag

con used to be on be an ice cream ad... but tt was reallyyyyy long ago

anyway.... exams in 2 weeks
my math is screwd
i feel like burning all the books
rrrghhhh
haf to study like crazy...

14 15 pullups

n if i fergot to mention... =)

2006-04-14T13:35:00.000+08:00

went visiting churches last nite
meis fren is staying over fer awhile
oh oh n mei's on maxim
tts random, idunno i think the april edition
so anyway we all went tgthr last nite
so in the car
granma was tryin to ask john wher hes from
hes from england so he has this harry potter accent thing
so my granma's like 'dia chakap apa'
(gm's not malay thou she just stayed in malaysia wen she wus young)
so i was thinkin bout accent n
realized our whole familys accent is pretty much screwd up

coz dad has his english/ spore / malay / american accent
coz he studyin in england, lives in spore, his mum's malay, n is alway in e us
then mum has canadian/ spore accent
coz she studied in vancouver
colin has english/aus/ spore / us accent
coz hes born in england/ studied in aus / lives in spore/ wen to american skool
mei has aus/ malay /spore accent
studyied in aus lives in mal n spore
gm is practically malay
john is from manchester (man u fan...) n stayed in malacca
english accent except fer the 'lar'
n hes looks like justin guarini e american idol guy with e frizzy hair

so halfway thru the car ride i get tired of straining my ears
n take out e ipod...

visiting churches was quite fun
went to see grandpa n greatgrandma n grand uncles n aunties
went to ihm also, havnt been ther in yrs i think

its raining again
its been raining on evry single good friday tt i can rmbr i think

played soccer wid john n con just now
john says english ppl can never dedicate themselves to anything
like asians n religeon
the only thing they can pledge themselves to is a football club

2006-04-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

holy week
mass at skool
sum sec4 boy washed my feet on stage with
justin merril matthew jude
lesson as usual afta tt
thurdy spent e whole lesson talking bout king henry the 8...

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2006-04-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

ok whuts this thing about my hair
yestrday got into skool
weiliang was like 'woah i like ur hair'
then aaron wus 'whut happened to ur hair'
jeremy wus ' cool hair' or sumin like tt
then owen was just staring
then mr koh was ' i like ur hair but i dun think
councellors shld haf hair like tt
if u dun wanna b a councellor u can give me ur badge'
then ms lim told pwc my dad is very good-looking
n asked if i had an elder brothr
n i was like wth?

exams in three weeks
studying like mad
no laptop fer this few days at least...

2006-04-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

i want black ipod nano
~~fck i cant believe i wrote her name~~
~~now stupid morgan noes...~~

its a just link.. i didnt say anything shldnt be so evil
http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/368848944

jia qi's wallet got stolen todae
so big problem
whole class stayed back
supposed to have bag check
so all those wid cellphones were running round hiding them
n giving them to othr classes
mr koh is smart thou he checked all the othr classes
got dexters n jeremys fones i think
i kept mine in my shoe
e advantages of v3
e othr option was underwear... which is sick

then soccer todae also
scored e winning goal 1-0
damn fun
but izack was damn pissed at his team
mr vicnesh is tryin to organize friendly wid st gabs
sure die...

oh wait .. uncle kahlil gave us e 60 gig ipod... damn cant buy nano..

asked matt alrdy , gonna try n
organize his band to play on teachersday
n me to sing coz theyr missing a singer
or sumin like tt

gonna wear leg weights to skool n do pullups
n handflips

oh yea the singapore miss universe thing was a FAILURE
1stly theyr all yuck n
on the newpaper theyr all like
'wer all not bimbos n haf degrees' n stuff
then 1 of the questns was sumthing bout the
tammy sex scanddal thing n she was really scared
n was mumbling n suddenly she changed
her point n ended up saying ' i think its perfectly alright fer teenagers nowadays to haf sex videos circulated by hp's n e internet'
then the othr 1s ques was
'which song would u choose to represent singpore' or sumin lik tt
n she said ' i think i would choose 'doncha' coz i think im hot'
(doncha wish ur girlfrend was hot like me... tt song)
like wtf? all the othr countries n angmohs were watching
n theyl be like "damn singapore is a bunch of bimbos"

2006-04-06T19:49:00.000+08:00

chris the genius bet me 10 bucks tt i cant last without gel fer a week
so yea, no gel
ive run out anyway

i hafnt been studying which is fing irritating
coz i moved the laptop out of my room
n i haf no tv anymore
so i cant get distracted
but on tuesday i dunno whut i did
but i manged to waste 4 hrs without doing anything
.....rrrghh.... i haf a very short attention span
like fer chinese i can read the compre but afta i finished
i realize i dunno anyhting coz im just reading 1 word afta another
but not really reading... so yea

i just haf to do well fer mid year
like get straight a's (xcept chines)
then apply to 1 of the colleges or skools
then id definately get in
then i dun haf to worry til next feb
which is wen im leaving
(u ppl bttr come to e airport)

afta i saw jason climb 3 storeys yestrday
i thot i shouldnt be such a sissy
so i tried the side flip again
n landed on my knees
quite scary... but at least i landed
.. i think im gonna break sumin again

neway i was doing work fer like half an hour todae
at my desk then suddenly this knocking sound on the window
i look up n jewels sitting on the ledge out side n shes just staring at me
so i cant open e window coz shes outside,
so i run to the gym n she jumps thru e window
then i was using the laptop afta tt n
gem came n jumped on to the keyboard which is
on the table which is like 4 times taller then her.
n she climbed up my jersey hanging on the door all the way up to the top
cats r damn cool

shit i hafnt done
english summary
chem workbook 1-6
tuition work
math
physics
chinese

2006-04-02T17:57:00.000+08:00

gem
jewel

rrrgghhhh
only 1 glance todae...
5 weeks alrdy

getting sick off posers alrdy
they just sway anyway they think is 'cool'
crumplers, id bands, ankle socks, coloured contacts
all with the same layered haircut....
n evry1s so busy trying to look cool
using blogs n friendster to boast their ego...
fakes... taking a billion photos of themselves
coz they dun really haf friends to take them fer them
n writing flirty testimonials pretending they haf lotsa girlfrens
n i noe4 ppl hu take pics of their bodies
n use photoshop to make 6 paks
disgusting...

kept getting stares from tt gurl from a math

2006-03-31T19:00:00.000+08:00

edit..
colin n mei bought 2 cats !!
theyr damn cute
will upload photos soon
so now weve got 50 koi
2 hamsters
3 birds
2 cats
~~1 dog~~

n dad discussed me going overseas over dinner
he said hes definately sending me next feb
to either hale christchurch or aquinas...
scary..

n i was thinkin sorta of formin a band
not really a band
but just to play fer sec 4 leavers
got sum ppl alrdy
n gotta do it soon
coz wen dad says sumin like tt
99% of the time it happens

so yea... new cats, boarding skool, n a band... yea

havnt blogged in awhile
ncc camp tonite
not going... camp 12... torture camp
theyr not allowed to sleep

had log amath test todae
fcking screwd it
couldnt do any of e ques
but no one could so yea....

our skool rules r dumb
yestrday 2 boys got detention fer
not cutting their fingernails fer a week
n having brown hair
..... tts just stupid
mr kwok says its coz wer 'ambassodors of the skool
n keeps askin whut would we look like to strangers
er... we'l look like normal students with brown hair?
n whuts wrong with tt?.... its not like were cuttin bald mohawks or liberty spikes...

not allowed to bring cellfones to skool either
coz dm says they'l get stolen
so since they might get stolen.. dun bring hps
so if ur dog keeps pissing on ur bed
throw away e bed?

then thurdy keeps complaing marists n singapore students in general
haf no creativity whutsoever n cant think fer our selves
tts coz evryday we wake up n think
whut shld i wear todae ?
then u see the stupid boring white uniform...
hus ever seen any1 wear white pants bfor anyway...
(michael jackson doesnt count...)
the problem with uniforms is tt they make evry1 look uniformed..
which basically kills all the creativity weve got

n we cant wear coloured shoes to skool
coz they dun want us to be materialistic
so we can only wear "predominantly white shoes with black or blue stripes"
since wen r coloured shoes more expensive anyway...
then they make all the skool councillors wear black leather shoes
which is stupid n contradicting... n also the funniest thing in the world
white shirt, white belt, white pants, white socks black shoes
n then the ankle socks thing
hu even looks at ur socks wen u wear long pants?
i could wear tie dyed socks out in public
n no one would give a damn...

wow i think i shld write an essay...

thers been lightning outside fer like an hour alrdy

You don't know what you do Everytime you walk into the room I'm afraid to move

2006-03-28T14:27:00.015+08:00

~~Ryan benedict tan~~
Ryan Timothy tay

2006-03-28T14:27:00.014+08:00

christian sleeping

2006-03-28T14:27:00.013+08:00

christian sleeping

2006-03-28T14:27:00.012+08:00

jermy doing chicken dance (physics lab)

2006-03-28T14:27:00.011+08:00

er... chongkai squeezing shu feng?.... hahaha

2006-03-28T14:27:00.010+08:00

myron n kenneth fighting... i think

2006-03-28T14:27:00.009+08:00

getting punished fer laffing at ppl getting punished...

mr lai made us pull our ears...

2006-03-28T14:27:00.008+08:00

laffing at ppl getting punished at e statue